Hmmm…. Nice thought, but not always true. Even the gods are nervous when something important is going on. Or someone important comes into the room.As you get more experience playing in front of a crowd, the "butterflies" ( feelings of nervousness) will go away. Everyone goes through this.
@cappers - a couple of suggestions for next time.
1) Don’t use a new reed, but rather one you are familiar with and isn’t yet worn out. What if the reed had been really bad? Or worse, a mislabeled 4.5 strength…
2) As you practice, try to find a single thing to focus on that reminds you of how to make your best sound. For me, it’s the Clark Terry “soundpost in the belly” concept. If I focus on that, everything falls into place - breathing, embouchure, projection and attitude. In performance, remind yourself of that. This will take time. This helps with putting yourself in the zone, a concept I know you embrace.






Thank you anyway