Okay - This is a big problem for me, because I can't afford to take more than the very occasional lesson, and badly need the feedback, but
I find it hideous to listen back to myself playing, let alone ask anyone else to spend their precious time on my ****.
I feel as if I have invented a time machine of sorts: - I don't get any better, but when I listen to recordings of myself,
they get worse and worse. I started by recording myself (just on my phone) at first once a week, then once a month, then once every three months, now I've more or less stopped.
I recently joined a online teaching site, but am not taking advantage of the offer to have my playing critiqued by sending in recordings - I think for fear of being told to take up knitting!).
It was extremely difficult for me to return to playing, both physically and mentally, and I am troubled by the: "if it stops being fun, then give it up" attitude which I occasionally come across. So I do want to generally say to the self-critical and nervous out in Cafeland: Some things are wonderful despite of, or maybe even
because they're so extremely difficult. I'm never in my life going to play a one octave of a C Major scale without hearing something that could be improved, but hey, that's life.
Personally, I don't think a Beginners' Corner will change things - people can say what they want others to know about any recording they post, and the Cafe environment is extremely supportive in general.
I'll post one day, promise