I wish I could get away from the sheet music and play less robotic/tense like. I think I try to concentrate and read the sheet music that I forget that I'm trying to play music. Your comment definitely resonated with me.
I thoroughly agree with @JayeNM's
comment above. In many community bands, Big Bands, etc, it's a basic requirement to be able to play 'sheet music' as written! Or to quickly learn how to do this. I play in an amateur Big band of about 18 members (5 saxes, 4 trumpets, 4 trombones and a rhythm section of drummer, keyboards, guitar and bass. And usually a vocalist who's the
only member (with the exception of instrument soloists) who's allowed - and encouraged - to 'play around' with her timing and dynamics.
You can well imagine what such a band of 18 players would sound like if everyone had 'their own 'individual interpretation' of timing and 'dynamics'. So playing precisely from written sheet music is the only thing that helps the band sound like 'a band'!
An advantage of playing in a community band/Big Band is that these kinds of bands usually have a repertoire that consists of something like:
- 'standards' in the sense of tunes/songs that they've rehearsed and played for years
- 'upcoming' tunes/songs that they've rehearsed and maybe played a few times
- 'new' tunes/songs' that they've rehearsed and feel ready to perform for the first time
- 'in development' tunes/songs that they're rehearsing but are still not ready to perform
What does this have to do with personal practice?
- for your 'standards', the sheet music can be largely a 'reminder'; you know the tune well, including your own part; you can see a 'pattern of notes' across 2, 4 or 8 bars and think 'OK, this section is coming up next'. But you
know ho
w to play it without reading each note.
- your 'upcoming tunes' require a bit more visual attention; you know the tune/song and have rehearsed it many times; you can mostly play by recognising 'patterns of notes' which you
know ho
w to play'; but there may still be a few 'tricky bits' or 'specials' where you have to look a lot more closely at 2, 4 or 8 bars to get it right (with your annotations)
- your 'new' tunes/songs' are those which you've rehearsed numerous times but for which you're perhaps still a bit nervous about performing for the first time.
Just my personal experience and opinion. It's entirely up to you whether this helps you or not. My point is that you maybe don't always to read sheet music 'note for note'. If you're familiar with the tune and how to play it, you could experiment with 'zooming out' in recognizing 'patterns of notes' (that you already know how to play) and 'zooming in' on any sections that you're still uncertain of.
OT: I play also tenor sax in an (amateur) pop/rock band. My 'music' (on a Tablet) is lyrics + (concert C) chords with some hand-scribbled annotations by me. At last week's rehearsal (for the first time ever!), I left my Tablet at home. So I just had to 'wing it' at my band rehearsal. To my amazement and delight I still remembered 95% of what I was supposed to play and when. So the thought struck me that maybe 'staring into my Tablet' the whole time had become more of a 'habit' than really necessary.