Steve John B
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Well I survived...
Wasn't nervous walking up to the front but as soon as I started to play my heart went into overdrive -think I was adding unintentional vibrato! Couldn't hear the piano, just had to hope he was playing at the same speed as me. Made a couple of blunders, once on "and many times I've cried" (which was always the most likely bit to go wrong) and once on the last "don't leave me standing here" because I had intended to play a little variation I'd worked out but bottled out and forgot what to play. Powered/plodded through though.
And yes, the applause was nice! Even better were some of the comments in the interval. 10 minutes later I wanted to do it again!
I genuinely could not have done this a few years ago, I used to have major social anxiety problems. Very happy to have expanded my comfort zone a bit more. Ta for the supportive comments.
Next time I'll enjoy it DURING as well as after!
Wasn't nervous walking up to the front but as soon as I started to play my heart went into overdrive -think I was adding unintentional vibrato! Couldn't hear the piano, just had to hope he was playing at the same speed as me. Made a couple of blunders, once on "and many times I've cried" (which was always the most likely bit to go wrong) and once on the last "don't leave me standing here" because I had intended to play a little variation I'd worked out but bottled out and forgot what to play. Powered/plodded through though.
And yes, the applause was nice! Even better were some of the comments in the interval. 10 minutes later I wanted to do it again!
I genuinely could not have done this a few years ago, I used to have major social anxiety problems. Very happy to have expanded my comfort zone a bit more. Ta for the supportive comments.
Next time I'll enjoy it DURING as well as after!