ProfJames
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David is spot on! You will be a better player for the experience and that is what matters.
I simply do not understand why an examiner in, what for the candidate is, a stressful situation would adopt this negative attitude. A few relaxing words, a smile could hardly be regarded as inappropriate! Still I suppose it demonstrates his superiority! As has been said you are still as good as player as you were before the exam so don't worry about it.I messed up the exam! 🙁 I felt really positive and had the nerves under control, played everything perfectly in the warm up room but messed the exam up, could kick myself.
I even felt ok as I went in the exam room but the examiner was very "old school", formal and unfriendly and that made me feel uneasy. No welcome, no smile, no conversation, just a nod and "play your first piece as soon as you're ready" He only spoke to tell me what to do next and the atmosphere was frosty.
I started off ok with first piece but then my fingers slipped during the solo and it sounded dreadful, I kept going but was getting increasingly nervous. By the time I got to my second piece my hands were really clammy and my fingers were slipping all over the place, I messed up in several places I have never messed up before. Miraculously I played the third piece quite well but not up to my usual standard. Did better on the scales but slipped there a couple of times also and think I might have played one scale straight instead of swing. Did terrible in aural tests as was a nervous wreck by then, sight reading not much better and usually I'm not a bad sight reader.
I'm really mad with myself as I could have done so much better, can't blame the examiner as it was me that messed up but he could have made me feel more at ease. I'm fed up because I worked so hard and couldn't have done any more to prepare for it.
Golly, I take your point!What doesn't kill you makes you stronger!
I know someone who drank bleach.............
Thanks, have wondered about LCM as there is a good and varied choice of pieces I like but other than yourself haven't heard of anyone taking LCM before, don't think its a popular choice round our way. Have also heard good things about trinity.I had lunch with a LCM rep who told me that ABRCM examiners are told to be very stuffy - not speaking much etc. The trinity and LCM examiners were very nice and friendly, and made me feel at ease - especially the LCM, where viva voce is part of the exam.
So don't let a bad exam experience put you off, or loose sight of the long term..
Groan icon neededIs that the sole reason you nearly failed?

I've heard of Fisher Price.Groan icon needed
It was the noise of the eel that put him off
Fish alert fish alert
In 26 years teaching - 1.Has anyone ever known a student to fail ?
Serious question
Guess that one couldn't wirte his/her name?In 26 years teaching - 1.
In 26 years teaching - 1.
